For the stars and stripes

I thank god for my life. May freedom forever fly.
Salute the ones who died and the ones who gave their lives.
So we don't have to sacrifice the things we love.-zb

May 29

One word- psshhhhhhhhh

On a Happy Note! Going to get a box of Cupcakes @ the cupcake cottage and get ready for a long day! Brooks and Dunn-Last Rodeo Concert today! won't be making it to the Gin bloosoms- REO Speedwagon concert. But, who knows?? After the Brooks and Dunn concert our drunken state of minds might lead us to drive to Framers Branch from Dallas to the gin Bloosom concert!

Dear Liver,

Get ready!

Always,Jennifer Marie

p.s. I love you and im sorry!


And the Drinking starts...........Now!

Word of the day-

Epoch-
A memorable date.

May 29- Today is an epoch making day in country music history to me! May 29 has always been a memorable day.

Random thought-Rashad Evans is gonna whoop Rampage ASS!!!

so fuckin ready for the ufc fight tonight.

Enough said!

Chao.

whoopie

-❤-Not a tight rope walk.But, dance, Uncertain game of chance.But, Ill see it through in time, Ill be here awhile ain't going nowhere-❤-

Work, Work, Work!! Tired! busy ass week man. But, All caught up. State Vaccine report. DONE! Good riddance! I will be expecting a call from the State next week to review it. ugh. But as stress as I get at work. I absolutely love my job and its so totally worth it. May drive me to drink sometimes.

Weird we had 2 patients who were diagnose at the hospital for Pertussis. So I spent a good 15 minutes talking to the CDC. Scary.

Whooping cough — or pertussis — is an infection of the respiratory system caused by the bacterium Bordetella pertussis (or B. pertussis). It's characterized by severe coughing spells that end in a "whooping" sound when the person breathes in.

Apparently it killed like 2 5,000 to 10,000 a year before D-Tap
(DIPHTHERIA TETANUS &PERTUSSIS VACCINE you get at 2,4,6,15 months and @11 yrs) was available. Yikes! Doc said that Pertussis circulates every 3-5 years for some reason and there seeing an outbreak in Ft. Worth this season. He also says that teenagers and adults who get it most likely won't even notice. But, babies its dangerous and can be fatal that's why the CDC gets involved.

Anyways,

Word of the day-

Dogmatic-

Relating to, characteristic of, or resulting from dogma

cupcakes

On a Happy note my hair looks fantastic! I hate limp hair and glad i don't have to deal with dull hair.

I'm trying to brainstorm what to get my sister for her birthday besides cute lil cupcakes. I can't throw her a party at like the zoo (that's for my niece in August ;) ) Or the roller rink, bowling allay!?? I mean she gonna be 17. Maybe season passes for six flags! I can get them for 15 bucks thru the doctor. from some program hes on called Tarrant Medical Society. She wants warped tour tickets but I think my dad is getting her those tickets. Clothes?? psh shes just as bad as me..She has way too much. Maybe ill buy her jewelry.

As for my mom shes easy, Ill buy her flowers and a Estee Lauder gift set. (psh old lady).

Damn that lil brat! She wants Warped tour tickets, fine! She won't settle for anything else. I guess I raised her right. Lil miss smarty pants! warped tickets it is for her!..and cupcakes and maybe a ring. I believe She deserves better then that. My dad is taking her and her friend to San Anton on the weekend Im going to Chicago. And my mom of course she going to Galvastion with her friend for her Birthday again. (drunkie)

Word of the day

Disport

1.To amuse oneself in light or lively manner; to frolic

disport@ the fuckin world.

Garfield moment

EEEEEEEkkk! Seriously, Having a garfield moment.

Sometimes I really hate mondays! I was late 20 minutes!! Im never late! Im always on time. I hate Tardy-ness. I feel like theres no excuse to be late. AT ALL!!! Im usually really good with time managment. Just sets me back 20 mins! And my coffee wasn't ready! And when it was ready it wasn't made right!! Whats is so hard about making my coffee! 2 cream, 2 sugars or 2 creams and 1 splenda!! ( and trust i know the differance!) tantraums left and right. Over-booked, report needs to get started(which I'll start on it tomorrow) whew..Garfield moment over!

The End

Neon Moon

So I'm siting here watching the tribute concert to Brooks and Dunn-The Last Rodeo. And it just hit me I'm going to there last tour concert on Saturday! And I'm sooo excited! and a little heart broken there breaking up. I loved them every since I can remember. I know all there songs by heart!

When the sun goes down
On my side of town
That lonesome feeling
Comes to my door
The whole world turns blue

There's a rundown bar
Cross the railroad tracks
I've got a table for two
Way in the back
Where I sit alone
And think of losing you

I spend most every night
Beneath the light
Of this neon moon

If you lose your one and only
There's always room here for
the lonely

To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon

I think of two young lovers
Running wild and free
I close my eyes
And sometimes see
You in the shadows
Of this smoke-filled room

No telling how many tears
I've sat here and cried
Or how many lies
That I've lied
Telling my poor heart
She'll come back someday


So much to do this week..

Went Cupcake hunting! went great today! I found the cutes cupcakes at Central Market. I'm trying to throw a lil birthday surprise for my mom and lil sis who might I add is going to be 17!!! (that lil brat) I'm debating if I should have the party before our birthdays or after I get back from Chicago. You see our birthday our so close together. Mine is and..Mark your calendars (the princess!) is on JUNE 12! my moms is JUNE 13. Flag day is JUNE 14 and my lil sis is on JUNE 15! crazy huh! were a bunch of Geminis thats 2-4-6 personalities! yikes

haha..I dunno why I threw flag day on there!??

ITS going to be a stressful week. Gonna be pulling my hair out, throwing tantrums left and right. I just know my coffee better be ready Monday morning when I get there. I have that damn State Vaccine Report due on Friday. Meaning I have to start on it ASAP!!!

Then this weekend is going to be a bunch of country music madness...

Saturday morning - Scarborough Faire

Saturday Afternoon/Evening- Brooks and Dunn concert. And somehow make it to the Gin Blossom/ REO speed wagon concert! I dunno how were gonna do it

Sunday @ noon till midnight(sorry Ryan) -The wolfdance (Bart Crow, Jason Boland, Patt Green, Brandon Ryhder, J-cooper, Josh Abbott etc-Total of 13 bands! pretty awesome!!!

I'm on it man, I'm on it!

Word of the day-

Bollocks

1.British Vulgar. rubbish; nonsense; claptrap

Never-mind the bollocks, thats so below me. As if I would have time.

Random thought-I wanna go backpacking all over the world. More than anything I wanna go travel England and Ireland. Anything green and rainey/gloomy is alright with me.

came into a conclusion I like any song about rain. I'm weird i like water, ocean, lake, river, swamp etc. maybe in my past last I was a mermaid. And yes there such a thing! ooo I also believe theres Jackalopes! I swear I seen one at Traders village. I also still believe Elvis is still alive, Very old Im sure. Damn now I wanna jam to some Elvis..nah, I'll stick with the GOO GOO DOLLS.

Chao.

Little Angel with the bottle..❤

♫ No summertime to treasure, we weren't grown
And every time that they told us surrender, it will be better
We just go holding til forever for what we know

Broken lover, yes, I made you
You Believe that I would be the one to heal you

I still roamed
Isn't it bad, you been a good victim
You thought I was worth it, you act like I would listen
And maybe you were right at ONE point, someday ♫

Word of the day-..

coquetry
Dalliance; flirtation.

"A coquetry a day keeps the boredom away!"


Did you know?...The word "fuck" is actually an acronym. Something about England was underpopulated due to war, fire and plague.

Random thought-you would think since England is rainy and gloomy fire wouldn't be an issue??

Anyways,

So,the King issued an official order to..um.. Well, fuck to replenish the population. Hence the phrase..

"Fornicate Under Command of the King" (yikes)

Positively Good Morning

It's a beautiful morning, to see the sun rise

I got a hot cup of cofee, gonna watch the world come alive

LALALALA is magic..

♫ Every little thing she does is magic

Everything she do just turn me on
Even though my life before was tragic

Now I know my love with her goes on

o I have to tell the story Of a thousand rainy days since we first met

It’s a big enough umbrella But it’s always me that ends up getting wet♫

I can't get this song out my mind. I absolutely adore the police.

ANYWAYS...❤

A new study finds that 5 minutes with a beautiful woman causes the same stress level in men as jumping out of a plane. (oh silly man)

Random thought-Damn Warner Bros. For making me believe for all these years that a roadrunner was as big as a coyote for them to only be like a foot tall. I can step on one of these motherfuckers!

I want to catch a roadrunner..I wanna see it try to out smart me.

Word of the day

pulchritude\PUL-kruh-tood; -tyood\ , noun;
1.That quality of appearance which pleases the eye; beauty; comeliness; grace; loveliness


"Women may have pulchritude, yet on the inside they are wicked"

Jackie-0 with the top, down open

On this day..Marilyn Monroe sang a sultry "Happy Birthday" to JFK at a fundraiser in New York. 0000la la.

I have a drunken theory about Marilyn Monroe's death. I think Jackie-0 got tired of JFK sneaking around with Marilyn and hired a handsome hit man to take care of her. I think he slipped some mickeys In her drank and then 8-4-62 she was gone.

AGAIN..drunken theories! Don't get offended

DRUNK MEANING -being in a temporary state in which one's physical and mental faculties are impaired by an excess of alcoholic drink; intoxicated:

EXAMPLE-The wine made Jennifer drunk. AND thought about this crazy theory

2.)overcome or dominated by a strong feeling or emotion

Word of the day...

obscure
to hide from view; dim, darken

I think I'm being rather difficult lately, and its only because I'm trying to figure out my living situation. I'm not quite sure if I want to move to San Antonio or if I want to stay in Ft Worth. Plus, I have so other things I need to take care of. I'm just being obscure about everything. I guess it all depends on where I can find a better paying job first?? Work has been so stressful. I think I'm going mad. Doesn't help my head is in the clouds..

....

Dreams

♥..take what you can from your dreams Make them as real as anything..♥

When I was younger I always wanted to live in the country or the beach.

When something in my life goes wrong or doesn't go my way (I'm spoiled, everything has to go my way) I run away for a bit. I wont settle for less I make sure I get what I want and I do everything I can to get it. And I get it. Realistically that is. I use to say I would run away to the beach, pitch a tent and enjoy the scenery of the beach to get my head straight. (the free Spirit in me I guess)

and this song comes to mind..

So Close Now
I've got the streets memorized
I see the faces embedded in my mind
I can't keep on fighting the urge go
I've got nothing in common with this town I've come to know-Eli young band

Well, I only ranaway to the beach once when I was 19 (all the other times I runaway to South Tx) (I'm 23 now bout to be 24) things were going so bad I left to South Padre and just relaxed for the weekend except instead of a tent I was staying at a hotel and I was with my dad and sis. I threw a tantrum how I wanted to go to the beach to get away from Arlington to get my head clear so he took us (what a great dad does everything for his daughters ) So at night I would sit under the Texas stars and watch the waves crash on the shore and just thought about what I need to do with my life. And everything I want in my life I do. Even if I have to leave him (an ex (which we got back together for another 3 years) )or loose friends. I will make damn sure I will get it done. So after leaving the beach and countless arguments I left him and went back to school,left Ihop and got a job as a waitress somewhere else. And I was back to being on track.

My point of that story is that I've been having dreams of the beach for as long as I can remember. The same black and white dream. Its misty the water is warm and theres mountains and the only thing that is not black and white is the sky its colorful its like the whole sky is a rainbow. Its gorgeous.

Dream interruption ..


To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean, indicates unknown and major changes that are occurring in your life. Consider the state of the ocean, whether it is calm, pleasant, forbidding, etc.

To dream that you are looking toward the beach, suggests that you are returning to what is familiar to you. Alternatively, you may be adapting or accepting to the changes and circumstances in your life.

To dream that you are relaxing on a beach, signifies that the coming weeks will be calm and tranquil for you. Your stress will be alleviated and you will find peace of mind. However, to dream that you are working on the beach, signifies a business project that will consume most of your time.


Rainbow

To see a rainbow in your dream, represents hope, success and good fortune in the form of money, prestige, or fame. The rainbow is a bridge between your earthly, grounded self and the higher, spiritual self.



And I wonder if things arnt going right in my life again? I mean I left the poison in my life (an ex) I cut down on the partying and some friends. I have a great job at a Pediatrics as a Nurse. The only nurse in that office and the practice is growing there planning to get a bigger office with 2 doctors. Which is great for me that means more experience and opportunities. So what going wrong? who knows? I just know I've been stress and I think it's time for another vacation at the beach sometime in the summer maybe August?? For now I shall stick with Chicago for my birthday which I'm so excited!! Never been outside of Texas besides Oklahoma and seriously that doesn't count. I saw no red dirt, no ti pees and no Indians. It was like Texas. hmph.

Word of the day is..

accord
To be in agreement or harmony; agree

I'm just going to accord the idea of leaving Texas if I sincerely want to discover what else is out there around the world.

Cause its always raining in my head..

Drinking Dos X's makes me want to meet the most interesting man in the world (extraordinary).

and as I wake up this song comes to mind

Well the fact that I'm still breathing
Means that I must have survived

Well we went out last night
Like we swore we wouldn't do
Drank too much beer last night

And I most certainly don't want to remember bits and pieces of what was being said last night (ear muffs ear muffs ) not my business nor do i care. Do your business and move on from it. Fuckin Laredo.

random thought of the day..
I hate the word exclusive. It sounds so ghetto. I was flipping thru the channels and every time i would pass BET. I kept hearing the word exclusive. Apparently everything is fuckin exclusive on BET!

Word of the day..

cagey
Wary; careful: a cagey avoidance of a definite answer.

why cagey?

some things are better left unsaid

(my answer is pretty cagey( pretty stupid example. But, that's all I have.) )

Man, this gloomy-ness is making me lazy. Tornado's our way? I sure would like to chase one. Give me an adventure today from all this lazy-ness.

Is just gonna stay in bed. watch movies eat strawberries, drink wine all day ...starting now

continued..

Flight BOOKED! Chicago here I come June 11! Well, Technically June 12 ill arrive @midnight! Which Happen to be My BIRTHDAY. This lil Gemini is going to be 24. Can you imagine 24 years of madness!

ANYWAYS,..

Waiting on Stephen Andrew and Noe to VAMOOSE (see blog below or above,(whatever) )there asses over here. So randomly called me this morning to say there coming into town from South TX.

random thought; your everything I want, everything I need this the south nigga we been, gonna be here, and we ain't goin no mutha f**kin where take it hoe you like it, hate it or love it ho. -BUN-B

back to reality..

for ammo! I'm like hell yeah..WAIT WHAT? Ammo ? Driving 8 hrs away for AMMO? a lil ridiculous don't you think? Got a lil scared what the hell the they were getting there self into, driving 8 hrs away and using 2 trucks for it? riiiggght? I just think Laredo, cartel enough said. I suppose its best I don"t ask. Besides, Im excited to see them! even tho ill see them for like less then 12 hrs =( .None the less I get to show my Friend around my part of town in North TX!

And it begins..

Recklessly, Randomly thoughts, Drunken theories, Word of the day and Broken Heartedness.

Hmm where are all of jennifer 's word of the day? list of random thoughts? Drunken theories? all in my blogsot. Figured i take out the journals and pieces of paper with my random-ness..

When I moved to Laredo when I was 18 I was hanging out with my friends and they would always make fun of me cause I would blurt out random babble. This dude Brent used to say "you should write down your random-ness and read it. there kinda funny" And every since then i did. It Fuckin Amuses me.

thus came about a list of random thoughts that come thru my head ..

Thinking i have to change my alarm tone..or else im going to continue to throw my phone at the wall. =) none the less its friday bitches

Came into a conclusion that when I drink i get drunk faster when im trying to concentrate. werid.

Word of the day also came from Brent. We look for a word and Iwould have to look it up and use it in a sentence. I guess our way of flirting. (I like to be mentally stimualted. )Well it stuck with me and every so often I'll look up a word and try to use that word for that day.

thus came...

jennifer's word of the day is..VAMOOSE

To leave hurriedly or quickly; decamp

WHY, is it the word of the day..cause Stephen Andrew Hayles and Noe got me excited by telling me there coming to Arlington from Laredo to visit and to umm..buy bullets. DONT ASK there from Laredo. Anyw0000 so i thought they need to VAMOOSE there asses over here so we can go DRINK!

Drunken theories are just Drunken random thoughts. Im not drunk right now. So...yall get none at the moment but come around 9ish ill get back to ya. ;)