My name ain't Bic! But, I keep that flame.

‘Imitation is the Greatest form of Flattery’ THANK YOU!

So, I'm absolutely loving the rain! I think it's just so relaxing. And I do need some relaxation. I've been really stressing out at work. The state came to Audit on the count of there mistakes. Then finding mistakes on the report that I made. Just taking a lot out of me. I love my job! But, goddamn! I'm going to freaking loose it. They give me so much responsibility it's bananas. I hate having to answer to the State. Especially having to worry about it on the weekend. I was so stressed I couldn't even enjoy my Friday!B&^T&^V! Saturday was OK. Had a picnic at the park! Took a 3 hour nap and woke up to Movie night!. The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus was a pretty awesome movie! Sunday- I was just sick to my stomach, Had a fever and headache! we went to the lake and drank on the boat! Ok, So I haven't been drunk in awhile now.I actually slowed down. I got tired of going to work hungover. I was seriously dying on Monday! I took the longest bubble bath ever with sea salts. And some soup my momma made and stayed under the covers. I'm not usually a baby about being sick. I mean I used to never get sick! I have a good immune system. But, all of sudden for whatever reason this year. Man, Im sick all the time. Nothing ever hurts I have good pain tolerance. But, fevers and hungover-ness, headaches and the eye cuts is what kills me. The eye cut only happen once and it was the most pain I ever felt in my life.

Yay..(rolling my eyes) Another email from Cooks. I'm still trying to get on with Cooks as an Anesthesia Tech. Even if it's just weekends! I'll make it. I always do.

Now, hurricane Alex better not ruin my plans this weekend! So, I got me a some firecrackers for this weekend! I got my XLV Countdown Live from Cowboys Stadium with Tim McGraw tickets today! (woot woot) Friday after work were heading to Laredo. Saturday Ill spend most of my time visiting family. Except the ones across. There was a time where I could cross the bridge myself and take the bus to my grandmas. But, now and days its really dangerous. I'm reckless not suicidal. I havent been across since I was 19. And to think at age 17 we would go across and go clubbing and get drunk. And walk back at 2am. Shiiiit. I do miss going across. Maybe next summer I can go to Mexico D.F. with my grammy. I haven't been there since I was 17 and I tell you its so different from a border town. Anyways, Then Sunday me and Joshy are going to Seaworld to swim with the Beluga whales. Yes I'm actually going to do it. And watch the fireworks! Salute the ones who died for us. And of course The Riverwalk! Who goes to San Antonio and doesn't stop at The Riverwalk? DUh!