The Stars shine out for you..

Happy Birthday To my Princess Alyssa...

I love you so much! OMG she is getting so big! 9 years old I keep saying she's 8 and in 1st grade. But she is going to third. lol. Her princess party was awesome! I did her princess/pirate party bags. Got them pizza for the party, got her school clothing, invader zim notebook set, invader zim backpack and headband. Snoopy snocone maker and took her to Sears to take pictures! She looks so darn cute! She is so beyond spoiled. Yesterday was like arts and craft day. In one day we made snocones, Bangels, bead bracelets, mani/pedi we made a stepping stone with her name on it and glow and the dark stars. We looked at the stars and the moon thru the telescope and watched Caroline and shrek. (byw Caroline was soo gay). I also did the other lil princess make-up and hair She looked so cute. (they grow up so fast(tear)). Im hoping I can take them to sixflags next week?!

Anyways, So, lastweek was a lil stressful. With Dosu annoying me. He is going to Canada to celebrate his wife's birthday(must be nice) SO another doctor will be covering for him this week. And then this Friday we have an all white party at his house. Not sure if I want to go yet. Again he annoys me. As If I wanted to see them for an extra few hours psh- 40 hrs a week is enough for me to see.

So, Wednesday someone went digging thru my purse and took all my debit cards. Dirty little bitch. It's cool Ill see them this week and I'll confront them and then I give them there termination letter. So they now have to look for another doctor! hmph! It's just such an inconvenience to me.

Anyways.

One bright side of things my Holga camera came in now I'm waiting on my fish eye lenses, my shutter speed thing and filter and all types of badass shit. I have a new Hobby and I'm absolutely obsessed with this camera. It's football season and Im so excited! It's about that time again for the State fair of Texas so I will be taking my nieces to that since they never been there. I got that Tribute to Emmit Concert with Tim Mcgraw! Next month. I'm also going shopping for fall clothing next month and back to saving I'm so undecided still where I want to move.

And this song comes to mind-

I know you mad but so what?
I wish you best of luck
And now I'm bout to throw them deuces up
I'm on some new shit
I'm moving on to something better, better, better
No more tryin to make it work
You made me wanna say bye bye, say bye bye
So I flip that middle finger and the index finger follow
Deuces, we ain't got no future in tomorrow

San Antone? Austin? psh Austin is cool for the weekend nothing more. Or maybe Chicago? cost of living is so expensive! Dosu says he wanted to live there. But he said most people who move there and arnt used to cost of living there will be back within 3 years. I seriously don't know what he's complaining about he's a freaking doctor for god sakes. He lives very comfortable I'm sure.

Word of the day-

sack-it

Stop it, put an end to something

When life hands you lemons... squeeze them into some sweet iced tea

And thank God you were born a southern girl!

The summer is almost over and i can't wait! I'm so tired of this heat! I'm still debating on my vacation in September. I'm all over the place with this. I can't figure out where the hell I wanna go?!! It went from a cruise to Mexico-But, I can go to Mexico anytime right? I'm Mexican. So then I thought Miami and take a cruise to the Bahamas.But, I don't know If I would have fun in a big ol boat? Chicago?- I'm going for New years. New Orleans? I rather go for Mardi Graw! And now Colorado? I'm just tired of the heat and I wouldn't mind rolling around in the snow! What no snow in Colorado right now? grr..!! So i dunno I need to figure it out So, I can get everything planned out.

Anyways, So a couple of weeks ago I went to Austin to go to the river. Holy shit way to damn packed! So, I ended going to Laredo to catch the Josh Abbot Concert! well worth it. Since this was a time crunching last minute thing.

Last weekend- well, I'm all set for Alyssa's princess party! I got her princess party favor bag for the girls and the pirate party favor bags for the boys. I made these thank you for coming to my party notes with her picture on it. And took her and Staci to the mall to buy them school clothing. They are spoiled rotten. Plus I mailed my cousin a sweater she wanted from Aeropostale to Laredo. I'm to giving. But, I cant help to spoil the ones I love. I guess I learned that from my dad. Since he spoils me rotten. And my bestest friends who like to do the same. Alyssa has me watching Invader Zim. She's like obsessed with him. I think it's adorable.

Last month report was the easiest fastest vaccine report I ever did. And we already got our vaccines shipped to us for this month. Oh god school is about to start =/ meaning were about to get real busy! with the well check ups, shots..And flu season is about to start too.. not looking forward to it.

So, I think I'm done dealing with cooks we been going back in fourth for interviews and when they decided to hire me they want it to be half days. Um, I'm not going to leave my job now to work half days. Ill loose money that way duuuhhh! So, we were trying to work out my schedule. And it just wasn't going to work out. I can't leave Dosu hanging like that. After all he's done for me and he's the reason I'm being hired in the first place. I wouldn't do that to him. AS much as I can't stand him and working there right now. I'll stick it out to my next raise in Sept and then we will see. (Random thought- I got really excited when quest sent us a free centrifuge!(I like doing blood work!))

Kai is now dead. i knew me having a fish wasn't going to last. I tried. I fed it, I clean it's vase. Maybe he was old. Maybe I over fed him to much? maybe I shook his vase to hard to check if he was still alive those times I thought he was dead. Or maybe the water was too cold. Oh well, no more fisheys for me.

Random thought- I'm glad o wake up to Russ Martin in the morning.. Drinking my cup of coffee makes my mornings very enjoyable.! Enough said.

This weekend-Oh Don't get me started on the UFC fight. My picks!

Torn between Big Country and Dos Santos But, I went with Dos Santos and he won!,

Hughes over Almedia, And Matt put him in a front headlock and put him to sleep in less then a minute! was pretty awesome!

Dos Anos over Guida. And my boy lost. I'm still very bitter that clay beat Nathan Diaz. I mean he looks like a damn caveman on coke. argh!

Sonnen over Silva. And silva was getting his ass handed to him. I don't want to get into this. I lost 50 bucks over this fight I always choose against Silva. Iwas soo close. Good fight tho.

Last but not least I like to wish my Bestfriend Larry a happy birthday! I love you buddy! his family has known me since I was 17 I love all of them to death. i'll see yall on Thanksgiving.

word of the day-

Rubbish -
Trash or garbage to you. You might also accuse someone of talking rubbish.

Enough with the rubbish as if I cared.

I got a bottle of wine and Some stolen time..Making promises life won't let us keep

Trying to make my fish fat..and it's soo not working! its just making his fishbowl dirty grr..I'm trying to make him as poofy as a goldfish..hm maybe, I need a goldfish. I dunno. So, he's not dead yet..tho he makes me think he is. He just sits there and floats at the top. Doesn't move. I have to shake the bowl to see if he's alive. But, someone reassuring me saying that if he's belly up then he's dead. kai might make it to live up to 5 years. whoa..

Been so lazy to update..I will make this quick.

Well, Hurricane Alex thought it could ruin my plans to swim with the Beluga whales! That weakass lil hurricane turned tropical storm was named Alex. My brother name is Alex. Enough said.

Oh wait ..my trip. Friday night we left to Laredo(I slept in the back most of the ride there. Till I kept feeling the car drifting to the right) got there @7am..Saw my grammy! slept, woke up went with Joshy to get some raspas..Yes were so brown. Then we went to some weakass resturant called Hals. Went, to my second family's house to watch the UFC fight. All I gotta say about the Lesner fight -that was BULLSHIT.THE END.

Then passed out in Kenna's room. (oh, How I missed my family so much. If I could i would live in Laredo I would. But, no there's no jobs there.)Woke up early morning and drove to San Antone. Was extremely hot and packed..lol saw the dolphin show. But, they weren't cooperating. Because they were doing "stuff" meaning they were fornicating. So, I wasn't to impressed by there show. went and fed the dolphins. Traitors they were being nice and cute when I was feeding them then they jetted when they took all my fishies!

Fed the sea lions..heh big cute blubber! fed them by throwing fishes at them.

Yeah they looked pissed.

Then I went to go swim with the Beluga whales. Which there harmless. The trainer said there the most flightiest whales there are. So they get scared easily meaning they won't attack you? Had to put on a wetsuit and my dummy ass wasn't thinking. So i put on the wetsuit with my clothes under them. So, my clothes came out soaked when I got in the water. And..again I wasn't thinking but, duhhh the whales swim in salt water..ahhh Jennifer! And when they said the water would be 40 degrees. They weren't kidding Why I thought 40 degrees would feel good? is beyond me. Anyways, it was fun. got, to touch it! kiss it, float with it. I tried to kick the baby whale! But it scared me. It was nibbling on my feet. It was cute tho. heh.

After that I was beat from the heat and wanted to go back to Laredo. Went to my grammy's BBQ saw some more Family..man, everyone grown up so fast. Saw my cousin Cindy..cute as ever. She at that lil pre-teenage stage with her sassy-ness. I remember when she was 3, 4 and she would answer my phone and talk to my friend Zander(Alex S.) and how she always wanted to meet him. How I miss him. You see were one of the only girls. I'm the oldest girl, then my sis, Cindy,Amanda and Andrea. out of 7 boys. Then I was off to The Hayles family, watched the fireworks, popped some. And passed out..again in Kenna's room. Woke up all tired and left to visit with my Grandpa. (gosh he's a real fucking cowboy,(not those nasty mojo ones.)( My dad and my uncles could watch John Wayne movies all day! My grandpa makes these leather key changes with the rattle snake rattle thing. bla..He use to tell us not to be scared of rattle snakes, That they will attack you if your scared cause it senses your fear..and I don't know what..pssssh fuck that. Crazy old man. I love him! and miss him dearly).

Random thought- Thinks I should get paid extra for dealing with boss man mood swings..just saying. And giving me the card for lunch on Thursday is not cutting it. We went to PF Chengs awhile back. psh-why the hell do people think its a fancy place to eat at.? Its eating Chinese food at a clean setting. Could of gone somewhere else and spent his 15 bucks somewhere else.

Anywhooooooo-

Awwwwwwwww I want a minion -❤- Saw Despicable Me! It's the cutest movie ever! Words can't explain how adorable it is!. Also saw Eclipse on Monday. It sucked! I'm now only watching the movies because I read the books. And I liked the books very much.

Contemplando un viaje a Ciudad de México o la playa -❤- That being said I'm going on a cruise to the Bahamas in September before flu season! Mark my words. I live an awesome life. The fact that I can travel and nothing can hold me back. Next year Vegas and Georgia and Tennessee.

Word of the day-

Cryptozoology-The study of creatures, such as the Sasquatch, whose existence has not been substantiated.

What do you mean there's no such thing as a Jackalope?!!!! Whaaaaaaaaat!

Drunken Theory- What if the Jackolope is really the chupacabra?

Ponder that..And steal it like you do everything else. Muahh xoxo

My name ain't Bic! But, I keep that flame.

‘Imitation is the Greatest form of Flattery’ THANK YOU!

So, I'm absolutely loving the rain! I think it's just so relaxing. And I do need some relaxation. I've been really stressing out at work. The state came to Audit on the count of there mistakes. Then finding mistakes on the report that I made. Just taking a lot out of me. I love my job! But, goddamn! I'm going to freaking loose it. They give me so much responsibility it's bananas. I hate having to answer to the State. Especially having to worry about it on the weekend. I was so stressed I couldn't even enjoy my Friday!B&^T&^V! Saturday was OK. Had a picnic at the park! Took a 3 hour nap and woke up to Movie night!. The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus was a pretty awesome movie! Sunday- I was just sick to my stomach, Had a fever and headache! we went to the lake and drank on the boat! Ok, So I haven't been drunk in awhile now.I actually slowed down. I got tired of going to work hungover. I was seriously dying on Monday! I took the longest bubble bath ever with sea salts. And some soup my momma made and stayed under the covers. I'm not usually a baby about being sick. I mean I used to never get sick! I have a good immune system. But, all of sudden for whatever reason this year. Man, Im sick all the time. Nothing ever hurts I have good pain tolerance. But, fevers and hungover-ness, headaches and the eye cuts is what kills me. The eye cut only happen once and it was the most pain I ever felt in my life.

Yay..(rolling my eyes) Another email from Cooks. I'm still trying to get on with Cooks as an Anesthesia Tech. Even if it's just weekends! I'll make it. I always do.

Now, hurricane Alex better not ruin my plans this weekend! So, I got me a some firecrackers for this weekend! I got my XLV Countdown Live from Cowboys Stadium with Tim McGraw tickets today! (woot woot) Friday after work were heading to Laredo. Saturday Ill spend most of my time visiting family. Except the ones across. There was a time where I could cross the bridge myself and take the bus to my grandmas. But, now and days its really dangerous. I'm reckless not suicidal. I havent been across since I was 19. And to think at age 17 we would go across and go clubbing and get drunk. And walk back at 2am. Shiiiit. I do miss going across. Maybe next summer I can go to Mexico D.F. with my grammy. I haven't been there since I was 17 and I tell you its so different from a border town. Anyways, Then Sunday me and Joshy are going to Seaworld to swim with the Beluga whales. Yes I'm actually going to do it. And watch the fireworks! Salute the ones who died for us. And of course The Riverwalk! Who goes to San Antonio and doesn't stop at The Riverwalk? DUh!

Tonight we steal the Moon!!

WHAAAAAT?!!!

AHAHA I really think this is going to be a cute movie.-Despicable Me


So, we had a Good Father's Day! we went out to eat. And went grocery shopping. Why me and my dad were arguing about what cherries to get is beyond me?(I like to argue! I should be a lawyer.) I mean I like the tart cherries and he likes the sweet dark cherries. Well, our fridge is stuffed with strawberries! raspberries, cherries (both kind) watermelon,grapes and green apples. Then we went to see Toy Story 3. He took me and my sis to see the first 2 toy story. So, it's only fair he take us to see the third one. Tho my sis didn't go. BRAT! Ha Buzz Spanish mode was too funny.! Movie is kinda sad at first.

Random thought- IS it me or does it seem like movies for kids are getting a little to sad? When I first saw Up. I was like WTF! what kinda movie is this? Making me all depressed. But, in the end happy ending!

Anyways, So..my sis wants to go to Laredo. So my dad is taking her.

I'm like..


"I wanna GO! When are we going?"


He said....


July 2!


I'm like WHAT!!!


argh...

Man that lil girl. I bought her those warped tour tickets for her b-day and the concert is on July the 3rd. She said she doesn't want to go cause it will be too hot. ARGH..Anyone want 2 Warped tour tickets 60 bucks! Dumb lil girl. That's a big concert at her age. I remember when I was 17 I wanted to go to Warped Tour. Not anymore. That's a high school shit to me. I think you grow out of the whiny gay ass bands. So, July 2 We will held down to Laredo. Then Saturday me and Joshy will drive down to San Anton to seaworld! I'm determined to swim with the beluga whales! for $170 bucks to swim with A.) Beluga whales or B.)Sea lions. I thought maybe sea lions. But, um one can roll over on me and drown me. And it's gonna take more then 2 people tyring to get the motherfucker off me. So I figured the beluga whales. and its only $45 bucks to interact with the penguins..EEEEk. And while I'm at seaworld. Might as well get rid of my fear of rollarcoasters. Since Im almost over my fear of flying. Im not scared of the rollarcoaster going fast. It's the height. I'm so unbelievably scare of heights. HMM..maybe because I'm short. (5'1 3/49shut up those 3/4 count!). Then Sunday 4th of July we salute the ones who died for us so that we don't have to sacrifice the things we love. I wished I knew at veteran I would so like to hear stories about when there were in the service. Band of Brothers is a good series about war world 2. Oscar used to make me watch it on Sundays while we were recovering from the weekend. Oh, how I miss him. The BESTEST friend ever.

Random thought-K,summer solstice was yesterday and to me the day went by fast

(dummy terms-1st day of summer longest day,short nite)

but, 2day is dragging. I can't wait to get off work!

Anyways, I started to grow my own strawberries I'll post pics of my progress. And YES! Kai is still alive. All he does is hide. weird? i should probably research about beta fish so I can know about them. All I know is that there colorful.

Word of the day-

oscitant
Yawning, as with drowsiness; gaping.

Happy Father's Day!

"I cannot think of any need in childhood as strong as the need for a father's protection."

yes I'm a goof ball

Me and my sissy are Daddy's girls! Like no other. He knows everything about us. We can tell him anything. Weather it's about a drunken night, a fight, drugs,(I live above the influence!Try it) or work. Everything we need and everything we want he serves it to us on a silver platter. He is the best dad I could ever ask for. He's so non-confrontational. Although I may not take advice 90% of the time. HE lets me live, make my mistakes and watches us learn from our mistake. I don't listen to anyone I always do what I want, I don't care if I have to learn the hard way or never learn from it. I'll spend the rest of my life never listening to anyone. But, It takes me further then doing what people tell me to do. I do things for the spur of the moment. But, the minute I give in and say I need help. He comes running with open arms. I love him and so very blessed. He is without a doubt my only true hero. ( One day I will get him those Fleetwood Mac tickets! I think my dad was a hippie back then? I mean Fleetwood Mac? REALLY!? gotta love him tho)

So, this afternoon he gets his present. I forgot the name of the Cologne I got him at Bloomingdale's in Chicago because they wrapped it up. But, I'm sure he'll like it. Texas De Brazil for lunch?! I haven't been there in over a year so I'm so fucking excited! um..hope hes paying? Cause um..I did my crazy shopping yesterday. And after I figured we could watch Toy story 3 like old times. We haven't been to the movies since.. I was a teenager. And lord know that was awhile back. I'm old. I think were going to have a good father/daughter day.

Anyways,

Random/peeved thought- So, its 10 am and I'm still sleeping. Tell me why all I hear is DING DING DING!! seriously, like people are up right now wanting ice cream. Stupid ice cream man. I wanted to go outside and throw the nearest thing at him. Kick him in the balls and take his stupid bell. sheesh.

I watched My Sisters Keeper and man, It is so sad. I'm not gonna lie I cried. And I haven't cried since December when Israel pissed me off. I couldn't imagine if that was my sister. I'd probably want to commit suicide rather that then go on for the rest of my life in distraught without my sister.

AnyWHOOOO(Franklin)- Besides waking up to ringing from the ice cream man. I turned on my TV and watched I love Lucy. And I so very much so love Lucy. It is still funny as it was the very first time I watched it. I wished I lived in that era. A few months ago I was researching Lucy and Desi. Everyone knew Desi was a cheater and a womanizer but he also died alone. Anyways, I been wanting to read the Autobiography on them.

Word of the day-

Elysium
any place or condition of ideal bliss or complete happiness.

Traveling all over the world would be my Elysium.

Addiction

"Money doesn't mind if we say it's evil, it goes from strength to strength. It's a fiction, an addiction, and a tacit conspiracy"

I think I have a perfume, S Perry shoes and purse addiction. oh, and key changes, rings, Bracelet ughh..

Spa day # 1 was just going to get my eyebrows waxed and a mani/pedi. So did not happen. Instead I went to Barnes in Noble and got The second short life of Bree Tanner and went to Jamba Juice. Got distracted and wondered around Downtown Ft. Worth had a few drinks. Spa day #2 12:30 pm Toni @ Guy to get my partial red highlights and layer my hair some more/bangs and texture it. 4 hours!!! so do not have the patience. There was a time where I could be at the mall all day and shop/get my hair done and I wouldn't mind but, I can not keep still for 10 minutes in a chair what makes you think I can keep still for 4 hours.??But on a happy note. My hair looks fabulous! Shit it better for $170 plus 20 bucks for a tip. But, in August Im gonna start going to get my Highlights at Jessiye. Fall time means light brown/blondish partial highlights and red T-section highlights. And he does my eyebrows Awesome!!

Then my mani/pedi and eyebrows. Now I get my eyebrows done in Riveroaks or at the Gran Plaza. But I had to settle for the lady @the mall. She used to do my eyebrows back when I was 16 till I was 20. She still does a great job. Same with my nails and toes. Same place since I was 16. There awesome!. Tho, I do not get the fake nails I did for 1 year and honestly I think its disgusting and so trashy. Anyways, I think it was kinda awkward when one lady is doing my toes the other waxing my eyebrows and another doing my nails all at the same time. Didn't give me a chance to read my book. Oh well, it was faster. Ugh..the lady doing my toes was massaging my legs and seriously I couldn't help it laugh cause she look like she was jacking off my leg or something and looking at the guy beside me. I'm like seriously. YES I'm a child. I still laugh at the word URANUS. ahahaha. Now my Swedish massage was cancelled Friday so next Friday hopefully I can go get that damn my massage. Now I thought about a facial but. I have good skin so I don't need it. Beside the white sun spot under my eye Dr.Dosu keeps pointing out.

Now, I have more then enough of purses and perfumes. But, I couldn't help to get the new Versace Crystal bright perfume($84). It smells sooo good. And I think its about time I retire my Pink Juicy Couture purse till the winter. So I bought a Fossil purse.($98) And I bought some more bracelets and rings from American Eagle. ($56) I know I know its ridiculous. I used to be really bad when I was a teenager. Yee had to go pick me up from the mall after $500-600 shopping sprees. Ihop was good to me!lol. Now, Its a little harder considering I go out and have a few bills Im trying to take care of.

Anyways...

So, I came across my sisters report card. And it just barley hit me that she is going to be a senior. HOLY SHIT!! wow! I'm so unbelievably proud of her. So, I'm going to get her this custom Juicy couture graduation ring. And maybe my dad can give her a trip to out of the US for her graduation present and make me the chaperon. But theres still time for all that.

Speaking of trips, Some time in July or August I'm going to Seaworld to go swim with the Dolphins for only $170 that's not bad. $80 bucks to interact with the penguins!! Joshy get ready!!

Random thought-Wish I had a penguin with a cute little bow tie and I can make him my butler. He can sleep in my closet.(oh man reminds me of HS)

Seriously you guys I can't stop laughing on the word URANUS..! CHILD I KNOW.

Word of the day-

Amok


1.In or into a jumbled or confused state.



Some people go thru life amok never finding themselves or being themselves.



Whew..Now need to get ready and clean my room cause Dear lord, its a mess. And I'm OCD everything has to be stright before I can leave the house.

" you are an angel, you taught me how to fly, you picked me up when I was down, turned me around and made me fly high. Well Were little bit older now, together we seen some change. But, I love you more now then I did that very first day"

To that Secret someone. He knows who he is.

Happy Birthday Melissa Ann

"Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of. You know whatever you do, they'll still be there" (And trust me she was stuck on me like gum at the bottom of my shoe back then. BRAT

"Sisters is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship"

I seriously can't believe this girl is 17 today! When I was 17 I was in Mexico City on vacation and I was enrolling into college in Laredo. Going back in fourth on the bus From Arlington to Laredo to visit my ex. So long ago. I'm old.

This little girl used to drive me crazy when I was younger. She still drives me crazy. I practically raised this girl. While my mom and dad were working and my brother was out with his friend I was at home cleaning and taking care of her. I taught her how to walk, how to read. I would do anything for her. When she was in pre-k I would look after her at school. As long as she saw me she wouldn't cry. She would follow me around all the time. And when I was in HS grrr--she used to bust in my room. Tattle-tail on me all the time. I left when I was 16 to my dads and I didn't really see her till I was like 19 and now she is driving crazy by using my make-up my hair products, Lotions, She has broke 3 hair strengtheners. ANINHUI this girl. None the less I still love her and always defend her. I will bail her out of jail If I ever need to.


ME-I got her 2 warped tour tickets and a bracelet.


DAD-ps3 and 2oo bucks to buy summer clothing


MOM-hmm..I dunno bout this one she didn't get me shit.


Brother(Bless his heart)-

Happy birthday BRAT!

Love Ya

-Jennifer Marie

Home sweet home..(♥)

"Texas is a state of mind. Texas is an obsession. Above all, Texas is a nation
in every sense of the word"

Don't get me wrong I absolutely loved Chicago. So, different. I wish I could of stayed for a week! We did so much in just 2 days.

So, After my little birthday party at the office. The doc gave me a hundred bucks, He asked me if I drank and then said " No, you don't drink" (if he only knew) told me to wear sunscreen and If I was to drink to have someone else drive. And I was off to the airport!

I like to say that I wasn't to fond of all my flights being delayed. I mean I already think the plane is gonna crash with me in it. So being delayed just makes me think theres something wrong with the plane and there trying to fix it before it takes off. I especially didn't like when our plane left us in Arkansas. I was stuck in that rinky dinky airport for 2 hours. Not fun. They have no view. It's just a bunch of trees. Oh and there Best of Arkansas souvenir shop only had jars of homemade jelly and little nick nacks that said Razzorbacks. I'm sorry Arkansas you can take your Razzorbacks and shove it. It's always the Longhorns with me!


(Although my heart goes out to the families who died in the flood this weekend.)

Anyways,

Lets start off with that my phone was dead most of the time and I forgot my dang camera. But, did manage to take a few pics with my phone. And had to buy disposable cameras (oh the shame) so, my pics are gonna come out crappy. For one I have bad coordination and um.. I was mostly just click click clicking like crazy.

So, the Blackhawks won the Stanley cup. And as Chicago is celebrating I'm rolling my eyes. Now I'm not a big hockey fan but my bro and is and plus and of course its from my state. I'm gonna represent no matter what. Tho I think that was AWESOME I was there while they were celebrating. I mean the whole city was wearing Blackhawks Jerseys.

This was were the Stanley cup is at.

Thursday night we went to some hot dog shack and there suppose to be rude. There was this dude who kept asking her for a chocolate milkshake and he was being all rude. I was thinking like damn this dude really wants a milkshake. Well, the lady was like here's your chocolate milkshake and popped out her boobs. I'm like WTF? It was funny.

We took Taxi's everywhere it was so packed everywhere we went. One there were celebrated the Blackhawks victory, Two-The cubs and The white soxs were playing. 3- duh it was the weekend.

Friday morning we went to a cute lil breakfast nook called Henry M.

The Shedd Aquarium- I thought it was the funniest thing the penguins had there back turned to us. And so was the sea loin. It was like there were boycotting. Remined me of the penguins from Madagascar. (heheheheh so darn cute)

The Field museum-Saw the biggest most completed dinosaur on earth. They named it Sue. I think the dinosaurs should of had some crazy ass scary name. But, na its Sue.

Randon thought-maybe the Paleontologist who discovered it named it after his wife and thought it was fitting. ahahah

The Navy Pier- Which was Awesome! Went on a speedboat tour on The Michigan Lake(one of the great lakes the 3rd biggest lake in the US.) This boat was crazy fast, It did a whole bunch of 360,180 turns and gave us a little history on the city.

(Did you know why they called it the Windy City? DUHH..Because its windy! NO SILLY! Its because you get alot of winded conversations from politics. )

We went out to eat at Harry Carry's Restaurant. (Harry Carry is a sports newscaster. Real goofy and wacky. SNL makes fun of him alot.)

Millennium Park- The little silver bean. Its a cool park to relax at.

Then we walked a good mile to The John Hancock Tower-(which was so worth it)I gotta say that was one of my favorites. They shoved a bunch of people in the elevator. I didn't realized how tall it is in till my ears popped. Sat down had a drink and enjoyed the the most amazing view in Chicago. Although I kept thinking it was gonna crumbled down. I'm really scared of heights y"all I swear I was being brave.

My Birthday 6-12-1986- It rained, Every year! Its like the Earths gift to me. Since I love the rain!

Saturday Morning- Went to the famous Gino's and tried there deep dish pizza. I'm not a big fan of Deep dish or pizza. But, you can't go to Chicago and not try there pizza! that's just all kinds of wrong. The whole setting in there was cool. You could write on the tables, walls.

The Adler Planetarium- The oldest, biggest planetarium in the US. So freaking awesome. Im all about the stars and astrology. I learned alot.

(Did you know that the Northern Star is not the brightest star.)

And this song comes to mind-

"Others who broke my heart, they were like nothern stars. pointing me on my way to loving arms."

The 900 shops mall- Went to Bloomingdales- Got my dad a fathers day present. Some Cologne. Mr. Big Ballar bought me a 100 and something $ perfume that only five stores in Chicago has them. Smells sooo good-Eau Mega Viktor @Rolf. My momma tried to take it from me. Hah I bought her Daisy by Marc Jacobs but, I kept it cause it smells so good. My sis got her Eternity summer by calvin kline. So, she's good!


The Sears Tower- One of the tallest tower in the US. Kinda scary! It takes 60 seconds to to get to the top of the sears tower.(Oprah sometimes stays there and I was hoping I could run into her. And ask her for a million dollars. but, no luck. Also, I was hoping to run into Kanye so I could tell him his last album sucked! and that there was seriously no need to cry so much. (sigh)..no luck! Seriously, My ex used to play the shit out his albums. My poor ears.WHAA WHAA WHAA)

The mall- The fifth largest mall in the US. Yee got me a shirt. Bought me some sunglasses and a bracelet.

We went out to eat at The Webber bar and grill- Webber makes grills. My fillet Mignon was yummy. Almost melts in your mouth.

Last but not least we headed off to the Casino in Indiana! I lost 40 bucks =( damn slot machines. I think I'm good at poker but, not as good as the regulars at the Casino wasn't about to risk it. All in all. My friend's roommate won 2,000 and Yee won 125. So his roommate gave me 40 that I lost and 100 for my birthday! So we all won! WINNERS! lol. We didn't get back till 5am. So I was beat!

Sunday morning- packed and off to the airport. I like to say that America Airlines are alot smoother then Southwest. Southwest is way too shaky.

Random thought-What is so good about first class. All I got was my drink faster and a blanket. No hot towels or tv, no cheese to go with my wine. So I just ordered a coke.

Anyways, I'm so very blessed to have experience Chicago and I would go back anytime. Happy I didn't have to spend my money Mr. Big Ballar took care of everything besides my souvenirs Which I Bought so many keychanges! I feel a habit forming.


Word of the day-

Tipple
1.To drink intoxicating liquor, esp. habitually or to some excess

I sure could use a tipple right now. So I could get to sleep.

P.S. Fuck BP! I saw a whole bubnch of BP stores in Chicago. Im boycotting them! BASTARDS. If those sea turtles in the gulf of TEXAS are cover in oil. YN^BRDE& I swear I will write countless vulger emails to them.

GoodNight, time to wish on a star, count some sheep and catch some zzzzz's

Those who can laugh without cause have either found the true meaning of happiness or have gone stark raving mad

So, on the grind today then off to Chicago this afternoon!

Aww..yall they decorated my office! with birthday stuff and balloons! only thing thats missing are cupcakes! I got some purple flower/plant thing with a beta fish in the vase!(theres a story behind that) I so love my job tho it stresses me the hell out! ok, The story behind the plant. A month ago some church people came into the office to sell stuff. So I order a plant with the beta fish in the vase. Well them motherfuckers NU^TB&^%BV&^ never brought me my plant and fish which I had already named the fish Kai! So I was upset, hmph gettin me all excited for nothing. Anyways, so I guess the front office lady felt bad and got me my plant and fish. Which I named Kai. My flower is purple because Its my fave color!

Word of the day-

Bliss

supreme happiness; utter joy

Blissful day! today.

Random thought- I love the rain but why is it when I want it to rain it doesn't rain but when I don't want it too. Its freaking rainy GRR..

Cloudy-ness

"Courage is being scared to death... and saddling up anyway"-John Wayne

So, All packed up. Just waiting for my hair to dry so I can straighten it. Or else it will be a bunch of curls everywhere. yep thought I got over my fear of flying but honestly im sick to my stomach scared! I can tolerate going to San Anton by plane because I mean it only takes like an hour. Now going to Chicago it's 4 hours plus I have to change planes in Houston and Ar-Kansas. This might be a little extreme (but than again yall theres no happy medium with me.) I feel like I'm gonna die on a plane. Just have a really bad feeling. Just wishing for the best, wishing nothing happens. I wouldn't want my family to be upset I love my dad and sis, mom very much and I sure as hell wouldn't want them hurting over me. Want them happy!! STUPID anxiety!! Im sure i'll it will pass once I get on.

Anyways, speaking of family. Every time me and my dad,sis go out to eat he always orders a drink. It's funny because my dad does not drink at all. Like seriously theres only a handful of times I seen him drink. He's is most definitely not like my mom. Life must be getting to him. Imagine working your ass off, always going out of town and having to put up with two spoil brats! I respect him so much, My one and only true hero. Now my mom can drink like crazy and wake up the next morning and work two jobs shes awesome. She always manages to get back on her feet. I look up to her minus the drinking part. And my sis. She's a cute sassy smart girl! She's so innocent. She's my little angel. I love her so much. Now my bro (sigh) miss him.

Random thought- Do you get paid for volunteering? I would love to volunteer washing the little sea animals that are being affected by the oil spill.

oh yeah! Note to self- Buy sunblock.

(Doc wanted me to translate in Spanish to the patients parent to buy sun-block because her child was getting white spots. Then he said "It looks like you need it too Jennifer" I'm like WHAT! I do not!! tho I do have a white spot under my eye thats been there for like 4 months and it has been bothering me but I got over it. Till he brought it up. So, I shall be getting sunblock from now on. As if I get sunburn. Stupid white spot. )

Anywho, So I been looking up thing to do in Chicago and I have a list. Lets see if I can squeeze everything in!

-Shedd Aquarium

-Field Museum

-Planetarium

-Navy Pier-Big ferris wheel by lake Michigan, hot air balloon

(random thought- I went to a Hot air balloon fest like 2 years ago and it sucked! couldn't even get on them)Anyways

-Sears tower, John Hancock skydeck

-Art fest

-Wine fest

I also want to try Chicago style deep-dish pizza. Although, I not a fan of deep dish and I'm sure i won't be impressed by it. I might as well still try it. I also want to go to Uno's even tho its going to taste exactly the same as the one in downtown FT. Worth. I mean you can't not go to Uno's when you go to Chicago. Just doesn't seem right.

Hah, I was searching for bars in Chicago and a whole bunch of them were gay bars with drag shows, Im like WTF!!! I just wanted to find a normal bar. I have no problem with gay people. Hey, what love is love. And there welcome to do my hair and make-up when ever they want!

Word of the day-

Deprived-

marked by deprivation; lacking the necessities of life

I feel like I'm so deprived out of sleep lately, Need more sleep! or coffee!

I mean, I've seen a lot of shit in 23 years.But, your feet in my shoes isn't something I recall

"Thank you.You know exactly who you are

You played the role of superglue When I was falling apart

Through all the papercuts And all the broken hearts

You played the role of superglue When I was falling apart

Thank you. You know exactly who you are

Through all the nightmares And anxiety scares

You played the role of superglue When I was falling apart

I can take off these bandages and
Expose these papercuts
And put them in the air
with both my middle fingers up"

Dance to the beat of my -❤-

☆-Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now-☆

5-more days till my birthday and 4 more days till I head off to Chicago!

Note to self- need to wash clothes and pack either tomorrow or tuesday!

Anyways,

So I was watching The young Victoria last last night. (Which may I add that it was a great movie). Although they were a bunch of incest motherfuckers =/

Well, ANYWAYS a Random thought came to mind-Why is it when rednecks from like Ar-kansas (lol) or like from Nebraska fornicate with there own family there children come out disabled, retarded or whatever. And when English Royalty fornicate they come out normal? I mean the English were ruthless but I think at that time you had to be. Or were they just insane? mentally disabled? I'm I missing something here? Either way gross.

I was doing some research on English Royalty. It's pretty interesting. Did you know the reason they have bad teeth is because back then they used to whiten there teeth with bleach. yikes! Bleach of course is going to eat away the enamel and probably rotten your teeth.

Random thought- you would think they would invent a tooth brush first before bleach? I mean they had hair brushes? I don't know. I would so love to go backpacking all over England. There whole culture and history just fascinates me.

Word of the day-

plucky

Having or showing pluck or courage; brave.

You know like plucky the duck? from Loony-Tunes! He was the green ducky. He was one of my favorites. He minds me off me. He's plucky, egotistical, of course always had to much pride, easily excited and always scheming for personal glory all comes together as ME! NO BLOOD NO GLORY

p.s. Don't copy me!

"Nobody understands another's sorrow, and nobody another's joy"

-"Although it's difficult today to see beyond the sorrow, may looking back in memory help"-

My heart goes out to the Hayles family. Words can't explain the sorrow there going thru right now. My thoughts and prayers goes out to them. Theres nothing I wouldn't do to be there for them. That's my second family, my home away from home. I love them and god bless them.


-Jennifer Marie A.

White rabbit,white rabbit!

White rabbit, white rabbit!

It is good luck to repeat the phrase white rabbit, white rabbit, as your first words on the first day of the month! (say the English!)

And of course its the best month in the world! JUNE!! aduuuuuuhhhhhh because of my birthday its on this month! 11 more days!

ANYWAYS............................


Random thought- are spiced cakes spicy? just doesn't sound yummy.??

Another thought. I came into a conclusion that I ONLY like cherries if there really cold, almost frozen!

curious to know why its bright as hell outside at like 640am ?/ not cool! I like to get up when its still dark. I mean seriously makes me think I'm fuckin late. I feel as if I'm abut to have a Garfield moment and its not even Monday. Just so annoyed.

I will not bad mouth my co-worker, I will not bad mouth my co-worker, I will not bad mouth my co-worker. But, seriously shes a lazy bitch and she is bitching about having too much work load when shes been on vacation for 4 days. I mean sweetheart I took over your job on Friday verifying insurances and still had to do my job plus more. So I don't want to fuckin hear it. I mean she sits on her ass. &BNDF7*(*NM()N*UM*(

Anywayssssssssss,

Saturday-

Brooks and Dunn was great! was extremely packed. Terry Bradshaw was there. Thought that was pretty cool. Got a lil tipsy. Then we sped off to B-joes to watch the UFC fight!

Y'all can't beat me when it comes to gambling on UFC fights. Of course Rampage and Bispring were gonna whoop some ass.(tho, that fight was kinda gay but..they won and all that counts!) So, Wheres my money BITCHES! y'all know who y'all are. Heh..Than Mavericks for whatever reason didn't charge me for my drinks for whatever reason! Awesome! so, that was cool. I have a love/hate relationship with them. No happy medium with me. Keep ya on your toes aye!

Than the wolfdance on Sunday was cool, I got a lil sick from taking 7 Tylenol ( I had a huge headache that wouldn't go away) plus I was dehydrating and had noo food in my stomach. Dizzy-ness and blah..But, the concert was awesome! Pat Green busted his ass ahahah.

ill be back......

Back!- Monday we just BBQ at my brohams. Watched a Marathon of Band of Brothers..I miss my DVD set of them. I wish I could get them fuckin back.

Word of the day-

Insouciant
Marked by lighthearted unconcern or indifference; carefree

hmph, flip my hair with an insouciant shrug of the shoulders. cause I dont giva fuck.=)

For the stars and stripes

I thank god for my life. May freedom forever fly.
Salute the ones who died and the ones who gave their lives.
So we don't have to sacrifice the things we love.-zb

May 29

One word- psshhhhhhhhh

On a Happy Note! Going to get a box of Cupcakes @ the cupcake cottage and get ready for a long day! Brooks and Dunn-Last Rodeo Concert today! won't be making it to the Gin bloosoms- REO Speedwagon concert. But, who knows?? After the Brooks and Dunn concert our drunken state of minds might lead us to drive to Framers Branch from Dallas to the gin Bloosom concert!

Dear Liver,

Get ready!

Always,Jennifer Marie

p.s. I love you and im sorry!


And the Drinking starts...........Now!

Word of the day-

Epoch-
A memorable date.

May 29- Today is an epoch making day in country music history to me! May 29 has always been a memorable day.

Random thought-Rashad Evans is gonna whoop Rampage ASS!!!

so fuckin ready for the ufc fight tonight.

Enough said!

Chao.